IAN WRIGHT was forced to combat back the tears in a new BBC documentary that took him back to the home where he was abused by his mother and stepfather.
The Toolbox legend, 57, is fronting a new program entitled In House Realities that looks into the terrible domestic abuse he and his brothers suffered as kids.
It is the very first time the previous England striker will discuss his harrowing experiences growing up courtesy of his mom Nesta and stepdad.
And the much-loved footy hero also satisfies other childhood victims that were abused as they expose their own struggles to come to terms with it still as grownups.
Wright’s biological father left when he was a toddler, and later on he and siblings Nicky and Morris were raised by their mum and stepfather in a flat on the Honor Oak Estate in Lewisham, South London.
He recalls how he and Morris shared a bed room with his mom and stepfather, with the brother or sisters sharing one bed and the latter couple another.
The psychological Wright explains how Morris would cover his ears in order to try and shelter him when his stepdad would be abusive to his mom.
Wright, a father-of-eight, confessed that for years later on he tried to pretend the violent abuse did not happen.
But finally, at the age of 32 and currently a family Premier League star, he began therapy in order to assist him handle the childhood trauma that still haunted him.
The fan preferred, who also bet Crystal Palace, West Ham, Burnley, Nottingham Forest and Celtic, says he felt upset for years as he did not know to how deal with being abused as a kid.
And he likewise states his stepfather abused him more than his brothers – despite the fact that he has no concept why.
The brave Match of the Day pundit returned to the childhood home where the abuse occurred for the program and even showed some of the important things he was made to do.
Wright would be required to stand with his nose up against the wall as punishment while his stepfather viewed football on TELEVISION and he would be shouted at if he turned round.
And all of it proved excessive for him as he broke down in tears as he touched the walls of his old bedroom.
Wright informed Radio Times: “The wall was dreadful. It was bloody freezing cold, and at the time I was extremely asthmatic.
” The bed was up against the wall, so I was lying best next to it, and my ears were being covered. It was a dreadful, claustrophobic thing. I do not like considering it.”
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Wright discussed that after his stepfather abandoned the family he would often enter battles as a teen as a way of launching his aggressiveness.
And he likewise exposed how his relationship with his mom scarred him one of the most.
Wright stated the mental torture she put him through, including informing him she wanted she ‘d had him terminated, he always ensured she was well looked after he became a professional footballer.
He quit school aged 14 and started work as a plasterer but played Sunday League – becoming found by Palace at 21.
Wright later on went on to join Toolbox and made icon status at Highbury and is now enjoying an effective profession as a TELEVISION expert.
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